Surviving Childhood Trauma: How Books Saved my Life
mandolin Brown • July 9, 2025

I have never been like everyone else. I always knew I was different.
As a child I was content to stretch out under the sun and read a good book. My mother would encourage me to go play with the other kids, but I was happy to be by myself, safe, immersing myself in someone else’s story.
I loved all the characters, the plot twists, the daydream of a better life always in the back of my mind. I chose to block everything else out and lose myself in space and time.
When you experience trauma as a child...

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